Kenny, great attitude! Don't let it beat you up. It will get much easier as you get dialed in. Keep looking for ways to shed weight and adjust your gear to suit your conditions.

Your post reminded me of something my wife said years ago when we unfortunately carried a much heavier load. As she was hefting her pack to her shoulders she said - "You know, its (her pack) like an old friend that your really not sure you want stopping by to visit."

That has all changed now and she had nothing but good things to say about the weight we are carrying now. It takes a little work but its well worth it in the long run. Stick with it and enjoy every moment while you can.

jimmyb